Oh April, how the ‘F’ did we get here so fast?! Jesus, in less than a month I’ll be turning 27… Twenty-fucking-seven… HOW?! Oh God…
Anyway, I sorry I’ve been so absent. I’ve been feeling so tired and stressed I can’t even find the energy to write. I miss home… I miss my people, my place, my stuff (above everything my piece of crap car that pains me so much not to have here!!), most of all my life. If everyone ever tells you they don’t have quality life in Portugal slap them for me, please – they don’t know what they’re saying. I miss my mum and everything she represents. Yesterday my bf told me I should probably stop being so stubborn and buy a fucking plane ticket home to hit the reset button. Maybe he’s right… In fact, everything is wearing me down nowadays. I do need a break from here, a vacation, civilization, nurturing and a creativity boost. I do… badly. Anyway, while I can’t think about that so devotedly because I have tons of work in my hands and not money enough, I make plans with one of my bff’s on how and where we’re going to spend our next vacation together (please July come quickly!)… It’s always a good thought to fill one’s mind and fight the blues, right? :)
So, since when I am down my energy doesn’t cover much more than the essentials, I plug my headphones on and listen to my ever growing 2014 playlist. Hello April & thank you Spotify for making my 8-to-8 workdays more bearable!
#1 - Instant Crush // Daft Punk ft. Julian Casablancas
#2 – Sleep Forever // Portugal. The Man
#3 – Julian // Say Lou Lou
#4 – Quando a Chuva Passar // Ivete Sangalo
#5 – Don’t Wanna Dance // M∅
#6 – Bom dia, Amor (carta de Maria José) // Carminho
#7 – If I Ever Feel Better // Phoenix
#8 – Frivolous Life // Yes You ft. Marcus Azon
#9 – É Preciso Dizer // Silva
#10 – Hearts Like Ours // The Naked And Famous
#11 – Lenço Enxuto // Samuel Úria
#12 – Don’t You (Forget About Me) // Simple Minds
#13 – Quem de Nós Dois // Ana Carolina
#14 – Claire de Lune // Claude Debussy
#15 – Crazy // Kat Dahlia
Schizophrenic much? No way.
Ph. via Pinterest.